Not usually me

New Ideas

So my laptop has broken because someone thought it would be a nice idea to give me spyware an get all my information off my computer, not cool :(, hence why I have not been on here AT ALL!
But I have managed to get a new job :), and finally finish the LAST Twilight book :D. I am a bit sad now though, its kind of like a part of my life has ended.
I also watched the Bucket List quite recently and it made me decide to make one myself. Some things I want on it so far:

- Ride an elephant
- Believe in something
- Live in Paris (for a while)
- Live in New York (for a while)
- Do something I'm scared of (Ride a horse along the beach)
- Sleep under the stars
- Really help someone
- Learn what really goes on in my head & control it
- Survive an accident I shouldn't [So to learn from] (DONE)
- Live a dream
- Sleep in a den
- Inspire someone
- Try something different
- Gain enlightenment

I haven't finished it yet, and probably this isn't even the beggining, but by crossing everything off my list before I die, I think you then would believe and you would gain enlightenment. Just some things I have been thinking about recently.
I dont usually do posts like this but since I dont have my own computer I dont have any pictures to upload at the moment. There we go, I have tried something different already (:

Try to remember

Smile like a child,
work like you need the money,
dance like no-ones watching,
laugh like you dont care,
sing like no-one can hear you
& love like you've never been hurt.

Believe

It may sound stupid, but I would quite love to practise Buddhism.

- Means of changing onself in order to develop the qualities of awareness, kindness, and wisdom.

- Life as a process of constant change- One can change for the better.

- The root of our difficulties is from within the mind.

- We cannot change the things that happen to us, but we can change our responses.

"All living beings have actions (Karma) as their own, their inheritance, their congenital cause, their kinsman, their refuge. It is Karma that differentiates beings into low and high states." Buddha

- When we die, we are reincarnated & we go up or down a status depending on how we lived our previous life.

Sculpture Shoot Two

Something I like to remember.

I just want to Dance again

" I dance when I'm sad,
I dance when I'm happy,
I dance to forget,
I dance to enjoy,
I dance to smile,
I dance to cry,
I dance because thats me."